I just read this one article and it made me thought of things that’s currently happening around me. Its been almost two years after I graduated and here I am taking a path I never imagined I’ll be taking. During those times and even until now, I always ask myself, will it be worth it? Is this how am I supposed to live my life? Am I deserving with all that’s happening today? Before I was so eager to follow my plans, I wasted lots of time, efforts and finances just to be there. I got tired and prayed that somehow those days will find its end. And that’s how I ended up with where I am now. I had dreamed of working on a clinical facility just as how my parents and the people around me wants me to have but here I am stuck in a corporate world, working behind those doctors and nurses, reading their charts and analyzing all the things they’ve done and code them through numbers. Yep, there’s indeed a wide gap between the things I wished to happen and with what happened in reality but the funny thing is, in some little ways, fate grant some wishes I once dreamed. I’m currently assigned in a place I wished to be working if I’m a nurse (by practice) funny thing is, I’m working in front of a computer, handling all the cases that came from the ER facility. I may not be in the real set of where the bloodiest cases come and go but it still gives me thrill (blame that to a bunch of loads I need to code everyday). Yes! It is true that I’m not practing my profession as how it is supposed to be but for me it doesn’t lessen my purpose as a nurse. I’m still an angel of the sickroom who is currently stucked in a corporate jungle where computers and rolling chairs exist. I can still use my knowledge as a nurse and I admit I do miss the ambiance of the clinical facility. I am happy with where I am now today, with what I have achieve so far, big or small it may be. Everybody starts somewhere. Maybe in my case this is my SOMEWHERE.
Funny how you make me feel so dumb in the this thing I love doing most. My words keep failing me every time that image of you suddenly came into my mind. And funny how miserable I am looking for words to describe how you make me feel. Crumpled papers and wasted inks are proofs of how loss I am at words. It’s like I’m in a constant writer’s block whenever the subject YOU is talked about. I do tried but I ‘m always failing in putting my true feelings into letters that could eventually form into words, phrases, or even sentences that I’ve been longing to say but here I am only breaking into a smile for that’s the only managable thing I could do whenever I think of you. I sound stupid with all the jumbled thoughts and words I’m currently writing but hopefully I make some sense - that you always makes me want to put down this pen and stare at you or think about you even from afar, for there are things that are so infinite that even a thousand words can’t even describe…And that’s how my feelings for you goes…
There will be times when we want to be by ourselves and yes, that happens to me most of the time. There’s this gypsy inside of me screaming and telling me to go out of the house to try out new stuffs (even that means doing it all alone). I admit it is indeed fun having someone around to talk to and be with but having this “me” moment is one good way to do whatever you wanted without worrying about anyone else.
Life’s too short not to taste any sweets! And that is true. I may be a bit health conscious nowadays but this place made me forgot all of those for the moment. And like a kid, I went inside and start looking some good stuffs to eat. So this place is called Tutti Frutti. Its a yogurt store (good to know fact: yogurts contains probiotics which aids in digestion and it contains vitamins which makes it sounds more healthy..hihi! They offer 4 flavors (guava, raspberry, chocolate and plain)
and if you’re done thinking your pick, its time for you to fill your cup and design it on your own (yep, this is actually a self service store and customers are allowed to get their yogurt from this machines….
I’ve chosen my fave flavor, (CHOCOLATE) and started filling in my cup.
And here it is chocolate flavored yogurt with apple jelly top >_< (I randomly picked the topping and luckily it taste good with chocolate)
"and I wonder if there could be this someone who could actually look at me the way I look at you" (my mini convo with this sweet thingee right in fron of me. Lol!
Its a nice place to hang-out and hopefully I could come back in here again with my friends and who knows maybe with ”the one who can’t be named” hihi!
So how did you guys spend your weekeend?
Be with people who loves to eat. They know how to enjoy the FOOD!
Here’s to the long list of our unplanned eat out /pig out sessions. No room for dieting for the mean time. Indeed it feels good to treat yourself once in a while. No biggie stuffs needed. Just some sip and bite and the unconditional company of the people who coincidentally love to enjoy every bite of the bitter sweet life of the corporate world.
Get yourself ready for a tummylicious trip!!!
Matgalne. Buffet House. Korean barbeque will never go out of style. Satisfy your cravings with their mouth watering food ala korean. Jang!
Starbucks.Waking up our sleepy souls.
Sit and relaxed and have a cup of coffee. This was just a week ago before our certification exam starts. Most of us are tense and anxious of our fate for the next couple of days. But that doesn’t stop us from encouraging one another. I owe a lot to them. I miss you guys!!!
All time fave: FAST FOOD!!! ..Bee & …Do
#Weekend Breakfast Sabado LaughTrip.
That’s how we ended our week before when I was still assigned at night duty. What made this one a funny encounter is because of those random jokes and kulitan moments the person’s I’m with are always doing. And well for me, I can only say that I’m the official taga-tawa of the group. Even if you ask them, they would all agree to this one..hihi!
24 hours. Such a long time to spend the day. But how many times do we use this moment to talk to Him?
This is not some sort of worship talks but just mere realizations of some random girl living her life as if this is what she is destined to do.
A priest once ask me from where he stands. How many hours do we spend talking to God? Does it takes hours, minutes, or seconds? Do you talk to him from time to time? Or do you do that when you need something from him? Sad but true. These questions will made us all guilty. We do tend to talk to him more often when we are faced with struggles. Less when we are having a great time.
We forget that he have a cellphone too. No load needed. We don’t need to register to any unlimited promos. He offers Free Calls for all of us. Wherever we are, whatever we do, we could always talk to Him in any manner we feel comfortable. Isn’t it amazing? Isn’t it great to have someone like Him who listen to us?
Talk to Him more often. You got 24 hours in a day to do this. Share your time with Him and it will be all worth. If this is what I’m destined to do then yep, I’ll be glad to do it.
In His Grace :)
There’s no set formula to life. You live and you make good choices as well as bad choices.